Early on I seemed to want to be defined by the music I loved. I truly adored The Cure. Especially pay attention to the third picture at the bottom right sitting in front of the poster of Robert Smith. I have two stories of how I was introduced to The Cure. The first story gives credit to my older brother, Tim. Tim played guitar and I would often bother him in his room when he was playing songs and we would chat about the songs he was playing. I remember him learning how to play ‘Inbetween Days’ by The Cure. The strumming is fast. I liked the song even though I didn’t know much about it. My brother also introduced me to the Smiths and a few other bands I still love to this day so I don’t feel terrible about giving him credit for the discovery. The second story is where I give credit to a skateboarder I had a crush on in the early high school years named Matt. I heard the Cure was his favorite band. I looked into it and maybe my brother was playing Cure songs at the same time, I’m not sure, but it all added up as to why The Cure would now be my new favorite band.
I’ve seen the Cure perform live 4 times. Two shows in St. Louis and two shows in Chicago. The first two shows were at, what will always be known as, Riverport Amphitheatre. Robert Smith wore a Blues hockey jersey for the second show. The shows were for the Wish tour and the Wild Mood Swings tour, respectively. The first Cure show was on the lawn and it may be the most memorable show I’ve ever known. It was also one of the first concerts I truly loved. The third show was at Rosemont and the Cure was playing a lot of songs from Head in a Door but still managed their usual over 3 hour show. The most recent show was in 2016. Mason went with me and we saw them play in Chicago. It was indoors, thankfully because the July heat, and it was amazing. Each show was very long and very emotional.
So, why did I connect with the Cure? I was in high school, need I say more? They were the perfect band for me to identify with as I didn’t feel like Top 40 really did anything I liked. I was an outcast, in a way. I was quiet around large groups of people. I didn’t go to the big high school parties (I wasn’t invited) and I wasn’t interested in sports or being popular. I wrote poems. I had a close knit group of friends, maybe 5 or 6 of us tops. I loved music. I loved words. Robert Smith was someone who, I felt, didn’t care what you thought. He wore eyeliner. He wrote about beauty in sadness and he had a voice that was incredibly unique. He is British! To me, there was so much to love. I still feel this way as proof to when I saw them perform in 2016 and you could have sworn it was 1993.
I think it has taken me this long to rank Cure songs because it was very difficult. I feel as if these songs are so personal and giving them a ranking feels weird. At the same time, it’s a fun way to make the time to listen to the songs again and put some thought into it as to why they rank the way they do. The disclaimer, as usual, the songs ranked by using criteria that speaks to me. So, the songs meant something to me at a certain time for a specific reason and therefore, made it onto the list. I decided on a Top 25. This is just where my brainstorming stopped and it felt right. I hope you enjoy the list and the explanations, as always, thank you so much for reading.
25. From the Edge of the Deep Green Sea
The Cure is known for their lengthy songs and their lengthy song titles. ‘From the Edge of the Green Sea’ fits nicely into both of these categories. I have always thought of Robert Smith as a storyteller as well as a vocalist and musician. He tells these intricate stories with each song and especially songs like this song. It feels like a story being told that is accompanied by music. He paints pictures ‘we watch the sun come up from the deep green sea.’ Absent are the typical song rhymes. Some words rhyme and some just linger and dissipate into the rest of the song. This one, I love so much, because of the emotion. The guitar drives along with the narrator into some blissful space only the Cure can create. It both beautiful and heartbreaking, all seven plus minutes of it.
24. Grinding Halt
I saw The Cure perform ‘Grinding Halt’ on the tail end of the song, ‘Jumping Someone Else’s Train’ and just loved it. It is so punk rock and I love that vibe for the Cure because it is indicative of their early years. Anyone who may wonder what type of guitarist Robert Smith is should watch the video for ‘Grinding Halt’ because he is amazing. The bass line in the song is equally impressive. This is the type of song I would listen to when I wanted to show off how cool I thought I was.
23. Like Cockatoos
Another reason my adoration for the Cure was so hyper was due to the fact that several of my close friends were also into them. I remember listening to Cure albums with my friend, Erin. I remember talking about my favorite Cure songs with my friend, Kelly. I remember watching Cure videos with Wendy and picking our favorites. The album, ‘Kiss Me, Kiss Me, Kiss Me’ stands out so much because it was bold and loud. The entire album is a classic and a masterpiece, in my opinion. The song, ‘Like Cockatoos’ doesn’t follow any sort of formula. It starts with wind chimes are rain or a sound that could mimic cackling cockatoos. The vocals don’t begin until several measures of the song when about one minute and a half has passed. Robert Smith tells a story with no chorus and maybe one or two verses that live together and are bookmarked by intro and outro music that seems spectacular.
22. Friday, I’m in Love
I have some feelings about this song. As a lifetime Cure fan, one does. It was a song I was endeared to because others liked it so much. I remember asking on Facebook for friends to name their favorite Cure song and my friend, Christin posted, “Friday, I’m in Love.” I love this about her. It was a song I felt so ‘meh’ about because of it’s popularity but is that a good enough reason to not like a song? It brought so many people so much joy. It is a downright delightful song and the audience lit up whenever it was played. I started hearing the song differently after Christin mentioned it was her favorite song. I embraced it’s success for the Cure and I started loving how it was associated with Friday too.
21. High
The Cure has also been known for writing goth songs that sound grim and dark. What a lot of people don’t know if the Cure writes the loveliest love songs too. ‘High’ is adorable and heartfelt. I feel like I’m somewhere in the clouds when I listen to it. Robert Smith sings with a pleading earnestness and expresses how fortunate he feels to see the love of his life so happy. It has always been a single that I have been grateful for, myself.
20. Play for Today
‘Seventeen Seconds’ isn’t the most popular album by The Cure but it is one of the most telling. The melodies, the vocals, everything about the song is early Cure at their very best. It is a rock song reminiscent of Joy Division or New Order. There is something very special about it that feels angry and comfortable.
19. Disintegration
Maybe the album The Cure is best known for, ‘Disintegration’ and the title track, are astounding to me. I love every moment of it. The title track also opens the album and you don’t even notice it is over 8 minutes long. This is a song the Cure was meant to write. I remember listening to this album after parties out at our friend Jason’s house during the last years in high school. The bridge of the song is maybe it’s most powerful attribute. Something that sets apart the Cure from other bands is in the bridge.
18. Lullaby
Also from the album, ‘Disintegration’ the song, ‘Lullaby.’ Very popular song for The Cure and it is clear as to why. The song is creepy but it’s also, somehow, fun. Robert Smith paints the picture of someone who is very aware that he is being eaten by a giant spider or spider-type-creature. He describes the happening in three acts, letting the listener in on every treacherous detail. I like how it has the ability to be a scary song without screaming in your face. It is smarter than that.
17. The Perfect Girl
I like the realness of this song. The lyrics aren’t saying you are perfect for being what society would define as perfect. The lyrics state how the girl is strange and makes him, perhaps, a little crazy. He loves he so much he doesn’t know what do. It is an unconventional love song that I connect with it. I was very fond of the song showing up in a live set because it didn’t happen all that often. It felt very handpicked for me when it did happen and I like that feeling. There is something very personal about the song. I think it is a favorite amongst those Cure fans who are truly Cure fans.
16. Plainsong
There aren’t really words on how gorgeous this song is but I will do my best with a description and/or explanation. Another luminous intro as the song begins. The listener is hypnotized by the sway of the guitar and the off beats of the percussion. We are two and a half minutes into the song, this time, and we finally hear Robert Smith begin singing. It is almost as if he is reciting a poem and there is this echo that follows his voice as if you are dreaming. the song is very powerful with such a scant amount of lyrics. There is no chorus and there is no mention of the title. The song rushes over you like a river current and then, before you are ready for it, it ends.
15. Let’s Go to Bed
Simple enough. The song is pop heavy and yet has an edge. When the Cure wasn’t punk rock they were pop new wave or punk pop new wave. The song is fun and fluid. The bass line gallops around and seems to have as much fun as Robert Smith sounds like he is having singing it. Smith sings, ‘you think you’re tired now, but wait until 3’ and, for whatever reason, this line sticks out and has stayed with me for years. It is a crowd favorite and always a treat to hear the band play it live.
14. Primary
From the album, ‘Faith’ known for being dark and brooding, the song, ‘Primary’ is on my list at number 14. I absolutely love the guitar in this. There is an alien quality to it almost like they are playing underwater or falling further down as it is being played. At this time, 1985, Robert Smith is performing on Top of the Pops. He sports a ‘flock of seagulls’ -esque hair style and continuously strums his guitar. He starts wearing eye liner here and barely looks up when he sings. When he does look up it is coy and mysterious. If you don’t understand the song, it is probably for the better and if you do, you want more of it.
13. Jumping Someone Else’s Train
I am also in love with this particular song. It rocks. The bass line is brilliant and every piece makes this work. The term ‘jumping someone else’s train’ happens all the time. Being in the creative person’s world you see so much idea stealing and many statements that aren’t authentic because of the idealism of fake personas to be liked or admired. It seems people will do anything to be better than their neighbor or counterpart or even a stranger. “Don’t say what you mean you might spoil your face/If you walk in a crowd you won’t leave any trace.” What a way to open a song. There’s so much energy it never ceases it is exciting from start to finish much like a train as it begins and ends it’s journey.
12. Close to Me
I read the comments on a You Tube video for this song and it read, ‘makes my heart feel huge.’ YES. I second that. I listen to the start of this song and it brings me chills and good vibes. As much as Robert Smith has made a name of being a goth king of sorts, it sure fills me with joy to hear him sing a happy tune. This is a happy tune in only the way the Cure can write one. “I wish I stayed asleep today” in the lyrics and we still want to dance around to it over and over again. I never tire of this song. It’s a lighthouse.
11. A Forest
A Cure classic, ‘A Forest’ is from the ‘Seventeen Seconds’ album. The name alone is frightening. The song isn’t a departure from what you might conjure up in your mind without hearing a single note. It is about someone looking into the trees in a forest who is looking for someone. The persistent drum beat would let you believe the person is running because that is the sound of the percussion and the rest of the band follows that lead. Robert Smith as storyteller with an echo sings about someone being lost and someone else looking for her. It is real? Is she real? It is such a cool song you could get lost in it.
10. The Caterpillar
So, there are a few vocal tricks I’ve found out I can do and one of them is sing, ‘flicker flicker flicker flicker flicker flicker flicker flicker, here you are! Cat-ta-cat-ta-cat-ta-cat-ta cat-ta cat-ta cat-ta, Caterpillar Girl!” It is very fun. This song is playful and it makes me smile. The jubilant piano that has no melody and the violin the is barely played. Everything is so intentional and quite mesmerizing. I have a great memory of getting out with my friend, Rachel and hearing this song. I think it brought tears to my eyes. We both absolutely adore Robert Smith and the Cure. I think hearing the song brought us some sort of comfort that we didn’t know we needed.
9. Why Can’t I Be You?
Unconventional love song, to say the least. It is this bizarre, almost stalker-like song about someone the narrator wants to be. Robert Smith sounds are abundant. Is it satirical? Is it true feelings? We may never know. I could see the song being intended either way. It could be intended for someone you really quite detest. The more unsure I am about the song, the more I like it. Plus, it is very danceable.
8. Catch
I like singing along with Robert Smith on this one and even harmonize when it works. It is a ballad but not. It is this delicate song that is about getting hurt. The violin and the way Robert Smith starts singing the song, it is almost as if he is falling down a lot too. It is a this short and sweet song that I find so lovely whenever I hear it. It is a funny and maybe odd way to recall someone and the song reassures it’s fine to do so. Something about “I’d sometimes even try to catch her but never even caught her name” seems too clever to not be in a song.
7. Lovecats
I don’t know what a ‘lovecat’ is even after listening to this song a million and a half times. The song is pop or rock or jazz? The song has an undefinable quality to it. It isn’t the song I would put on a mix tape to introduce someone to the Cure yet it’s one of my all-time favorite Cure songs. I like how weird it is. I wouldn’t say it is a radio song but yet every Cure fan is familiar with it.
6. Fascination Street
I was in high school when I noticed a sign I made was hanging up in my Spanish teacher’s classroom. The small sign was white with black lettering and it read: Fascination Street. I recognized the sign because I made it. It must’ve fallen out of my locker and was confiscated by my Spanish teacher. I made it look very ‘Cure’ by coming up with my own font that suited the mood and the feel of the band and the song. I chatted with Senior River and asked him where he found it. He said he found it outside his classroom door. He liked it so he put it up. I told him I made it. He asked if I wanted it back and I said I didn’t. I liked it there.
5. Lovesong
Quite possibly the most beloved song by the Cure, ‘Lovesong’ is very recognizable and the most covered. I remember I was at work and someone I worked with commented on how much she liked ‘lovesong’ by Adele. I almost lost my mind. Instead, however, I calmly let her know it was originally a song by the Cure and Adele had covered it. I added that I am certain the cover by Adele was delightful. Robert Smith’s wedding present song to his wife became everyone’s lovesong. Just for the record, I listened to the Adele cover and it’s okay. I don’t hate it.
4. Boys Don’t Cry
It is one of the most simple and poignant songs the Cure has written. The narrator pleads with the listener about how sad he is and yet there is this horrific moral standard he has to be kept to because of his gender. How unfair and sad. I always wanted to sing this as a girl and keep the lyrics as they are just to reframe it. The song will be a fan favorite forever.
3. Just Like Heaven
My band actually did cover this song. My first band, Theory of Brides, played the song live a few times at shows. I loved singing it and paying homage to this band that felt like it loved me back. ‘Just Like Heaven’ is a song that I can hear on the radio and not turn the station. The song can play out in public and I will take time to sing along or just listen to it. There is a beauty in the song that makes is unlike any pop song I’ve heard.
2. Inbetween Days
Inbetween Days or ‘In Between Days’ is at number 2 because it is a song that is hard to touch. I rank the song so high because my brother played this song on the guitar for me and I thought it was the coolest thing. I liked the song a lot and I remember thinking how happy I was that my brother took the time to share that with me. I feel like I became a Cure fan after all of that happened. I have this song and my brother to thank for that.
1 Pictures of You
To me, ‘Pictures of You’ is everything you need to know about The Cure. It is this 8 plus minute ode to happiness, fear, love, heartbreak, sadness, pure joy and any other emotion one can have. I remember playing the song in the car for my mom. The song has a two and half minute intro before Robert Smith starts singing that is fairly typical of the Cure. She said, ‘I liked it a lot before he started singing.’ So, she wasn’t a fan of Robert Smith’s voice, perhaps, but she did show appreciation for the band and the song. I didn’t take it too personally. It is one of those painfully lovely things in life. The relationships that didn’t last but changed us or the path we didn’t take that didn’t break us but made us stronger. It is a song that wasn’t overplayed but it was a part of every Cure show I attended. I look forward to hearing it each time. I still queue it up every now and then, especially during a rainstorm.
Honorable Mentions:
Open
The Cure opened the Wish tour with the song, ‘Open.’ It creeps up on you with an amazing intro as they begin the show. It is a good shoe gazing song. I love it. I saw the concert film ‘Show’ at the Tivoli in St. Louis and it includes everything from this tour. The film opens with footage Cure fans at the show. It is very cool.
Hey You
I love ‘Hey You’ it is a track on the ‘Kiss Me, Kiss Me, Kiss Me’ album many forget about. It’s loud and there’s a saxophone and barely any lyrics. It’s great.
How Beautiful You Are
I could put every track on the ‘Kiss Me, Kiss Me, Kiss Me’ album on this list, actually. It’s a tremendous album.
10:15 Saturday Night
“And the tap drips, drip, drip, drip, drip, drip, drip, drip, drip, drip, drip, drip”
Never Enough
So many reasons to love this song. One is how much it rocks.
Burn
Song from the Crow soundtrack. In memory of Brandon Lee.